Tuesday: 7:50-8:40 Math class
9:00-10:35 TA class
10:45-12:10 MCOMM class
12:10-1:30 lunch w/ cameron
2:30-6:00 STUDY STUDY STUDY !!!
Tuesday: 7:50-8:40 Math class
9:00-10:35 TA class
10:45-12:10 MCOMM class
12:10-1:30 lunch w/ cameron
2:30-6:00 STUDY STUDY STUDY !!!
“I love you, oh god, oh my god. that just came flying out of my face.. like it was some kind of… i love you, i did it again! i love you, i do, i just i.. i love you. and i have been trying not to say it, i’ve been trying so hard to mash it down and ignore it and not say it. and jackson is a great guy, he is, hes gorgeous, and hes younger than you, and he doesn’t have any grandkids or any babies with his lesbian BFF’s, and hes an avery, and he liked me, he really liked me! but it was never going to work out because i love you, im so in love with you! your in me, its like a disease, its like i am infected by mark sloan. and i cant think about anything or anybody. i cant sleep, i cant breathe i cant eat! i love you all the time, every minute of every day. i love you.”—Lexie Grey
(Source: alexandra-sloan)
Spring break 2012 is almost over. And I can honestly say that I changed so much within a week. I learned so much about myself when I went on the trip up to Nor Cal. As lonely as it gets sometimes, I can honestly say that I’m happy being single. I don’t want to date anyone right now I just want to focus on school and being with my best friends. I mean sure, it’d be nice to have someone to give me their jacket when it’s cold, to have someone to hold hands with and to share the happy moments in my life but I just don’t want to make that commitment of being with someone right now especially when I know that I might be leaving LA within the next year. Right now, I love being able to go out with my friends and have a good time and hang out with my family and I’m just happy learning new things about myself and what I want in a relationship and what I don’t want and what I want in life and what I don’t want. I know that when the time is right and I’m supposed to be in a relationship, God will bring that person to me. But I think for now, it’s good that I’m getting to know myself again and I get this period in my life to grow as a person. I’m so thankful for all of my friends for always being here for me <3 I don’t know what I’d do without them.
Tears have this distinct aroma. It stings the nose, stains the lips.
It dries out the eyes and swells the throat.
Fills the lungs with so much pressure, and soon your brain starts to reel and pushes against your skull.
Weakens the limbs,
weakens the entire immune system.
I smell like tears and sun.
Crying—
Might as well drown.
How we over analyze every little thing. How we think the worse possible scenarios. It gets so exhausting yet we do it. Every single time.